New Year wishes

First of all and it must be the first one to say today is: Happy New Year to everyone who read my blog.

I was sitting at the office, did my work, sent email to my customer and keep typing the same thing in the end of the mail : "Happy New Year".
Suddenly crossed my mind the thought of new year wishes. Never thought of it before. maybe i was too busy thinking how to get part time job that i like and how to make my financial life more stable. Hmmm.... it could be my first and the most important wish for next year. To be healtier? stop smoking? hmm.... i've been saying this to myself everyday. but nothing has been done. to..... be faithful? ha ha ha ha..... nonsense wish. i can't think of something for my wishes.

still sitting here in my office. ahhh!!!! next wish!!! never ever write again with the first sentence of:"still sitting here in blah blah blah... " or " here i am in blah blah blah..." don't you guys realise that i always begin almost every blog by these sentence. i knew abt it long ago but that's the fact. i can't write like: "here i am walking on the beach blah blah blah...." cos when i'm walking on the beach i can't type anything on my laptop and i can't type when i can't feel it. so anything that you read on my blog is whatever feeling that i feel.

I know that most of you who read my blog would think that "this girl had got no life" or maybe " this girl doesn't know how to mae life happier" i can't write when i feel happy. i can jump, i can scream, i can laugh but not writting. For my writting is something that i have to feel more. And when i'm sad i can't talk, and i can't do anything except for crying and writting. So everyone who read this blog, thank you for your time to listen to my heart. thank you is you understand how i feel. thank you for giving me support on my shoutbox. thanks for everything.

today is the end of this year and i wanna leave behind my immature habit, my sleeping disorder, i wanna live happier *if i can but must!* i want to be more mature*and i still dunno what is the meaning of immature and mature* hope i can make people around me happy*and i still dunno what is the definition of happy* I want to travel around the world*evethough i know that is a bit impossible for next year*

That's all folks! this will be my last post for this year. Again, Happe New Year everyone! see you guys again next year! and i really mean next year!