what?!?!?!?!

*took a cigs*
*lighted it on*
ppuufff.....
aaahhhhh....

my brain is keep on going and my eyes keep on staring. looking at the ATM receipt. it's bloody 2 dollars in my bank account and 20 bucks in my wallet. and i need to survive tomorrow.hmm...

*cheking out the fridge*

i'm still lucky... my magic water (read:wine) is in it. so tomorrow at least i have something to chill out with...

*checking out the drawer*

need to choose what movie to watch tomorrow night since I definitely dun have enough bucks to spend tomorrow. just banked in the cheque though but need to ride a bloody bus to go KL on saturday.
MAN!!! from tomorrow onwards i need to create my own account book. bloody hell! my money just went missing like that seems like evaporated with all the air cos the sun these few days shone like nobody business!
*looking at the sky wanted to talk to the sun, evethough there is no sun here now* HEY!!!! i need a cooling weather these couple of days! can you lower down your heat??? what the heck!?!?!

need to squeeze my brain how to make more money. *sigh* in order to make more money i need to learn something. in order to learn something i need to attend a school. in order to attend a school i need to pay for the classes. in order to pay the classes, I NEED MONEY!@!! F*CK!!!!!

okay guys... any idea????? damn....

You...

There is a sky above my head,
far above me.
I wanted to reach it,
But i failed.
I fell to the ground.
You came to me with your smile,
Dried my tears away,
Covered my scars,
And hold me tight in your arms.
You made me smile
And give me hope.
And with your eyes you said
"You will always be there,
Giving me hope"