The one from 26thApril2001

You ever said that I will be in your heart,
I thought that it would.
You ever told me that you will love me
for the rest of your life.
I thought that it would.
But now you have someone new,
who filled your hear.
So let me be your past,
Who give you a sweet memory.
I will always keep you..
Here, deep down in my heart.

8:25 am

My Poem.

Here's what I have promised to upload... My old poems. Those in Bahasa, I've already made an effort to translate it. Enjoy!!

Aku disini sendiri
Sibuk dengan hatiku.
Memilah-milah isi hati.
Menimbang-nimbang rasa.
Membuang sampah memori.
aku temukan kau disini.
dihatiku.
Tak semestinya kau disini.
Kita memang bersama dalam raga.
tapi tak semestinya...
kau bertengger dihatiku.
Kusadari sekarang,
karna inilah airmataku mengucur.
Karna inilah...
Hatiku tertusuk-tusuk.
Aku tak semestinya mencintaimu.

Nina 14thMarch 2004 4:31 am.

TRANSLATION:

I am here alone.
busy with my heart.
Setting apart what's inside my heart from another.
Analayzing what does my heart feel.
Throwing all the rubbish memories.
I find you here.
In my heart.
You are not supposed to be here.
We are indeed together physically
But you're not supposed to stay in my heart.
I realised now..
Because of this my tears flow.
Because of this...
I feel my heart in misery.
I am not supposed to love you.

The memories, the house and him

I moved out from my old house early this month. had a lot of memories there. It was so hard for me to walk ut from that house. This was the first house I can call home. The house, the memories and him. Not so bad though, I can still bring along the memories and the him part but not the house. No money to buy that Condo yet. As you know as well, properties in Singapore already hit the 9th sky.

I went through my old stuffs last week. Found my old poem books. I read it with smile. I was amazed myself that I can be soooo romantic at times. It's partly in Bahasa Indonesia and English. I will try to upload it here one by one but only after this week. My dad is in town. So I won't go back home to take my poem book. I'm staying with him in the hotel...

So wait for those poems next week!!