well...

Just scolded my doggie. she's super active today just like me. hahaaha.... still haven't sleep. GOSH....

it's officially evening. i'll just go to my friend's bbq again to make myself tired. and after this i'm gonna start a new book. and i don't hope i'll fall asleep. too late for sleeping now. i want to have a good deep sleep tonight. if not, oh well, i'll just go to doctor the next day and ask for some sleeping pills. anybody have a better idea? i really need valium now.
no coffee for me today. and guess what? coffee was never absent in my day before. at least a sip of it would make me feel better.

now i just feel stone. no mood to listen to music, no mood to do anything maybe in the mood to just read and type. blah...blah...blah... in fact i have nothing much to do. my room is clean as well as my house and the sun is still bloody hot and bright. oh well, with or without sun i still couldn't sleep. but i will definitely fall asleep with valium. hahahahha.......

i smsed my friend and told him that i couldn't sleep. he said i need to find a family. (read: i need to get married and have some kid) HELL!!! i will BUT in ten years time!!! i don't want to get married and settle down, at least not this year. whatever. i don't want think abt that cos my brain is occupied by thinking how to make myself sleeping tonight.