Monday, September 20, 2004

am I? am I not?

i dreamt became a crazy girl. and the next day my friend said i was a bit crazy that day. i can feel i moving towards insanity.

sometimes i wonder..... it's good to be crazy. u just stay in the mental hospital, all the nurse, the doctor and everybody there, except the patient, take care of you. they feed you, they fullfil all your needs, from eating to shitting.

sometimes i can spend all day daydreaming to become crazy. no need to work, no stress and no other things that bother you. being insane you just sit, nothing to do, more daydreaming, and LAUGH!!! hauehauehauheuahuhauehaueeahuhuhueae*@&$($^@!!!!!......---> like that

actually, being insane has no sin. what is a sin to them. they don't understand that. they don't know what is sin and becos of that, they can do any sin. the more ppl knows what they can't do something,the more they will do it.



Again, i want to be insane. and i think my life's driving me there. and i love it. some things i can't bear. the more things you can't bear, the faster you can be crazy. life is tough and being crazy, makes life easier. think again.... it makes sense, doesn't it?

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