....soon to christmas....

3 days to christmas.....
I'm amazed that this is the first time my emotion filled with full of expressions when I remember that christmas is coming. I found it weird. Seriously.
Oh well.... beside being broke for christmas, I managed to buy a present for someone who is not in a very good relationship with me. Hope this gift will make things better. I don't want to hope too high though... I'm scared that I would get disappointed by it.

Everything was okay for me all this year. Was a bit dodgy though during August and September, quit my job and being jobless and not able to go for study.
I went to work again for the same company. It was nice to come back to the same old familiar faces. But i is sucks when someone you care a lot is making a distance from you. I was upset. Damn upset about it when I know that she or he trust somebody else but you. Sad. Well, this is not heaven where everyhting is just perfect. This is earth where you try to get things perfect but it turned out not very good. I learnt something from this case though, Your good intention for someone may turn out to be fire that burn everything including yourself. Destroy everything including your close relationship with someone you care a lot. *sigh*

Despise all the shits that happened to me in this year, I managed to find other course which is more suitable for my "pocket" and I can pay it by myself. It will start on 8th January 2007. But I wont't turn up on my first day as I'll be away in Jakarta meeting my sis. Miss you sis!!

Just realized that I write again now. I've lost my skill of writing (as you can see how messy my wiritings on this post) and I dunno why it happened. Hmm... Hope that I'll never lost my acting skill...