girl...(II)

If i didn't do it,
maybe mommy can hug you now.
Maybe you are sleeping beside me now.
Or maybe crying out loud.
If i didn't do it,
maybe mommy can kiss you now,
touch your cheek
or maybe looking at you
while you are sleeping.
Girl...
If mommy didn't do it,
mommy won't feel giulty like now.
Mommy won't feel lonely again.
I'm sorry, love.
mommy did it.
And you never even had a chance
to see this world.