My Poem.

Here's what I have promised to upload... My old poems. Those in Bahasa, I've already made an effort to translate it. Enjoy!!

Aku disini sendiri
Sibuk dengan hatiku.
Memilah-milah isi hati.
Menimbang-nimbang rasa.
Membuang sampah memori.
aku temukan kau disini.
dihatiku.
Tak semestinya kau disini.
Kita memang bersama dalam raga.
tapi tak semestinya...
kau bertengger dihatiku.
Kusadari sekarang,
karna inilah airmataku mengucur.
Karna inilah...
Hatiku tertusuk-tusuk.
Aku tak semestinya mencintaimu.

Nina 14thMarch 2004 4:31 am.

TRANSLATION:

I am here alone.
busy with my heart.
Setting apart what's inside my heart from another.
Analayzing what does my heart feel.
Throwing all the rubbish memories.
I find you here.
In my heart.
You are not supposed to be here.
We are indeed together physically
But you're not supposed to stay in my heart.
I realised now..
Because of this my tears flow.
Because of this...
I feel my heart in misery.
I am not supposed to love you.