It's common for people to be in a deep dilemma. So do I now. I'm having one.... Yes I have everything now. But somehow, Some of them is not what I want... Actually, Not really what I do not want but Everything that I prefer. Those are very different. When you get what you want, you'll be happy. But if you only get what you prefer, you'll have rather neutral feeling. neither sad or happy. I'm in that situation. Understand?
I do not know what to to to get out from this situation. I was thinking, if I get out from this situation, Someone might get hurt. Whoever he or she is. I myself is one of them. *sigh...
I'm going back to Jakarta late of this month though. However, like what I said, I'm neither sad or happy. owh whatever. I'm just waiting for something will happen to me....
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Another words, you feel boring after you get a satisfactory level of stability in life. You are stuck, do not know where to go. You want stability yet you do not want to let go the fun of instability and the fun of not knowing what you will hit tomorrow.
My advice is, be truthful to yourself and have the courage to change things if it is not what you want. Remember this, you are still free to make an independent decision. Whatever decision you make, I am sure the "SOMEONE might get hurt" will understand. I am sure, the main objective of that person is only for you to be happy in whichever route you take.
In certain things, the truth is hurtful but it is better than living in deception.
Deception is a useful tool to solve problems in the short term.
But, patient is the solution to many problems, in the long term.
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